Reset Button

I don't know about you all... but this mama is in need of a serious reset button.

I need motivation.

I need sleep.

I need exercise.

I need to get back to Weight Watchers.

I need a routine that involves doing fun activities with Emma.

Most importantly?  I need a reset button for my walk with God. You heard me right. I am genuinely good at slacking. If it were a career, I would be climbing the ladder of success. I slack in almost every area of my life and am pretty much known for starting and not finishing things.

Oh, you don't believe me? I'm being too hard on myself?   When was the last time I let you down?  Yup... told you so. Made a commitment and then had to drop out? Promised to call more and didn't? Haven't sent you an email in ages?

When was the last time you saw a weight watchers update?  Mmmhmm...  that's me. Dropout.

Last week I was told "I love you but you have the least amount of willpower of anyone I know."  Offensive? Yup... could I defend myself?  Nope.

6 months of weight watchers. 14 pounds gone.  6 weeks off of weight watchers... 7 pounds back.

352 pins on my pinterest boards. 3 unfinished projects laying up in the sewing room.

A quieter schedule at home. Wasted hours of time on the computer checking facebook and email and waiting for someone from the outside world to talk to me.

This is my confession.

This is me once again saying that I can't stand this rut that I am in and I want out.

This is me trying to find the reset button.

This is me.